" but how..?" harry asked him.
" we could ask them if-"
"NO!! i’m not asking my girlfriend if she is pregnant or no!!"
"what will you do then ?!"
" i don’t know zayn… i really don’t know…".
i heard footsteps walking towards the stairs so i rushed upstairs, surely.. i wouldn’t wanna get caught ears dropping on my boyfriend while he was talking to his friends, especially when it’s something like that. i went back to my room and sat on the bed thinking about what i just heard. i can’t believe harry found that pregnancy test after it was thrown away..
”ugh i’m so freaking stupid !! gosh damn it!” i thought to myself.
i sat there thinking about what to do in that situation for what seemed like forever, but my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.
”come in !!” i said as i quickly got under the covers so whoever is at the door doesn’t find out that i’ve been awake for a while now.
"baby?!" harry walked in. "babe wake up.. i made you breakfast,..". i felt the bed go down by my side as he started rubbing my back.
”hmmm ?!” i said, faking a sleepy voice.
" breakfast is ready (Y/N) come on.. get up.."
" ughh" i sat up and rubbed my eyes. ” what time is it now?”.
" it’s already ten thirty.. everyone is up now but you.. come on" he said as he removed the covers off my body and placed a soft kiss on my lips.
" alright.. you can go down and i’ll be there in a minute.."
"okay.. i’ll be waiting.." he got up and i heard the door shut behind him. i got out of bed, went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth then i went downstairs.
i watched her as she went down the stairs. gosh she looked so beautiful. if only i could find out if that test belongs to her or to perrie.. but i guess i have nothing to do.. “right?!" i thought to myself. i didn’t even realize her talking to me until she snapped her fingers at me.
"down to earth styles !!" she smiled at me and i faked a smile back.
”yeah.. uh sorry what were you saying?”.
"i said let’s go sit with the boys and eat.. you don’t wanna eat alone right?"
"no no.. i’m gonna be there..i just need to.. uh " i looked around for any distractions then i pulled my phone out. " i need to get on twitter first.. you go sit with them and i’ll follow you".
"okay then.. don’t take so long.." she kissed my head and walked to the table. i looked back at her as she sat between perrie and sophia, liam sat across from sophia and zayn was doing the same to perrie. niall and louis sat at each corner of the table. i sighed to myself and continued thinking again about what i will do if she was pregnant.
*during breakfast at the table*
"sophia?! why didn’t you eat baby ? come on it’s tasty!" liam said, looking at sophia’s plate. she hadn’t eaten a bite.
" ugh liam my stomache hurts really bad !! you have no idea what it’s like to be on your period !!"
"oh… i’m sorry„ do you want some water then?"
" no thanks.." she stood up. "i’m gonna go lay in bed.. sorry about that uneaten food niall but i’m sure it’s tasty".
" no problem !! you can ask me to make you more when you feel better.." niall replied as she smiled wider.
" okay i’ll remember that." she pushed her chair back and started walking away from the table but perrie held her wrist. sophia turned and faced her.
"no perrie i don’t wanna try a piece of-"
"no !! i was gonna ask you actually if you uhm.. have extra.. uh.." she started blushing.
"pads…? or tampons..? whatever you use.. please?" she answered.
i mentally face palmed myself and looked over at harry hoping that he hadn’t heard what perrie just said.
"you know.. i started my period today so…" she continued.
my heart started racing when i saw harry approach us furrowing his eyebrows.
"what did you just ask for?" he asked. looking at perrie.
" harry stop being a douche b-"
" just answer my damned question perrie !! i’m not joking !!" he raised his voice.
"harry what the hell!!" zayn said as he stood up. “ don’t yell at her like that!”
"i’m sorry… what did you ask for perrie…?" he said apologetically.
" tampons. or pads. whatever.." she blushed again and looked down.
i felt harry’s gaze fall on my face and i swear i could almost feel my heart beat out of my chest. i tried to avoid eye contact with him but he called my name forcing me look at him.
" y-yeah baby? do you want some foo-"
”get up. you and i need to talk.” he said as he walked out of the room.
i looked at zayn and liam and they both had a sad look on their faces as if they were expecting what’s gonna come next. i tried my best to keep calm but it was no use. my feet trembled as i followed harry out to the balcony and stood in front of him.
"so yesterday…." he started calmly. " after the party was over, i went to empty the trashcan when you were in the bathroom and this.." he pulled out the pregnancy test from his pocket. "fell out. any explanations?!" his face was still calm. i hoped that he would stay like that and don’t start yelling at me.
" uh what’s that..?" i tried to act dumb but it only made him angrier.
" fucking look at it !!!" he threw it at my face and it fell to the ground. i bent down thinking as fast as i can of a good response to his word. i went as slow as i can, giving myself more time to think, then i picked it up and straightened my back again looking at it then at him.
"oh… a pregnancy test…"
" No !! a POSITIVE pregnancy test !! does that belong to you or no?!"
" harry please calm down and let m-"
"DOES THIS PREGNANCY TEST BELONG TO YOU OR NO?!!" his voice got way louder than i expected it to get.
" why are you yelling at me ?! it’s not my freaking fault!!"
"oh so are you gonna blame me for you getting pregnant ?!"
"uh yeah ?! duh.. you’re the one that forgot to-"
” I DIDN’T FORGET TO WEAR PROTECTION !! I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENED SO DON’T FUCKING BLAME ME (Y/N)”
my eyes started tearing up as i heard the words coming out of my mouth.. i tried to get myself together to tell him the truth but he didn’t even give me a chance. he just continued yelling.
" YOU KNOW WHAT (Y/N)?! I’M SO DONE WITH YOU. I’M DONE WITH THIS RELATIONSHIP. I’M DONE WITH EVERYTHING THAT IS RELATED TO YOU! I TRIED MY BEST TO MAKE THIS WORK BUT YOU’RE JUST NOT EVEN TRYING TO DO HALF WHAT I’M DOING TO HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. I’M NOT GONNA B-" okay. i think i\ve heard enough.
” CAN YOU SHUT UP AND GIVE ME A MOMENT TO SPEAK PLEASE?!" my words made him quiet. i took a deep breath and wiped my tears then looked him in his eyes.
” you wanna know the truth? fine. this pregnancy test isn’t mine..”
”wait..? what do you mean?! PERRIE GOT HER PERIOD AND SO DID SO-“
”LET ME FINISH!!” he was quiet again. “it’s not mine either. you’re just trying to find any excuse to leave me. for your information, if you hadn’t noticed, we were NOT the only girls in the party so it’s not a must that it belongs to one of us. you remember sarah right ? the girl who dated that asshole.. it’s hers. i saw her throwing up and unable to move so i asked her what was wrong and she just asked me for a pregnancy test. i didn’t wanna tell you about it to not get your head of the party and the people. i didn’t wanna distract you.”
his face was pale and i watched it as it went from extremely red to pale.
”(Y/n)…" he stuttered. " why didn’t you tell me before i started yelling like that…?”
” i am glad i did that! i know now the way you would react if i got pregnant so i’m sorry harry, i’m not wasting any other second of my life with someone who’s not worth me..”
”baby.. please don’t go.." he reached for my wrist but i yanked it away from his grip. i then repeated his words at him.
”i’m so done with you harry. i’m done with this relationship and i’m done with everything related to you. I AM the one who is trying their best to make this relationship work but you’re just too selfish to even try with me. i’m sorry harry, we’re over and i’m out of here.” i said calmly at him and turned, walking outside the house.
i numbly watched her again for the second time today as she walked. but this time she was walking out of my life. i wanted to follow her with all that’s in me but i knew i had nothing to defend myself with. i just froze in my place. “i’m sorry harry, we’re over and i’m out of here" her words kept repeating in my head and i felt my eyes go wet. i wish i could follow her, i wish i had something to say to make her come back to me..but i ruined it. she’s out of my life. forever. and i’m never seeing her again.
A/N: feed back would be appreciated. part 3? :)